incomplete...

He asked her to stop. she was everything he hated.everything he wanted. kohl smeared eyes revealing everything he should know, nothing that he wanted to. its terrifying being introduced to your own inadequacies. frightening to accept them.she was a mere spectator. silent. obdurate. he shut himself. red room. windowless. lifeless. cried to himself.kaivalya. distant. but wait, i need to live, i want to live, i want to....